Hey ya'll. like i feel so guilty for some reason for actually updating my blog like on a school night. so guai right? i know i know. haha(: anw, my facebook is like empty(?). yea. wtv. pathetic.
stressing over.. wait. what am i stressing over? oh yea. umm. recession? ok fine, that. and oh, dance? yea. one of my ways of relieving stress and gain stress at the same time. and my super lousy marks. awesome! go me! -.- and also because i'm supposed to be sleeping right now...
when i'm down/angry, they say that i take things so negatively and that i am pessimistic what not, but, ironically, when i'm happy, they say i laugh too much.
i really need to take pictures right? sure sure. wtv. i'll try. wtv. anw, oh, i'm so sleepy.. Yawns. i shall go sleep now.. nights(:
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
❤ 충 맞은 것처럼..
hey. skipping Korean class.. yay(: no offence, but i really feel like i'm wasting my time there. like i don't even listen but can understand and get everything right. we spend a whole lot of time for the rest to simply understand one concept. gosh. i'm being mean. sorry.
you caught my eye, yet once again i couldn't help but think why all this happened in the first place you're different i see you everyday, not once but more than that
it seems like i'll never get to you
clebrated jess's 'wedding' at the BBT shop. we sang Adela a birthday song and she was so taken off guard(: so happy(: we were all so loud haha(: the press conference vid that they made, Honggi (played by Angelynn) and Jess was like super hilarious! Angel talked in her 'Korean slang', like those who say 'lo-bu' instead of love. So unexpected. i have to say she is really good at imitations(: haha(:
Jess actually 'Merlion-ed'! then there was as if there were actual paparazzis. there was one big crowd around her and you can see so many bright flashes of light and hear the clicks of the cameras, along with all the uncontrollable laughter(: haha(: We were like "She's pregnant! Morning sickness! Morning sickness!" haha(:
Adela's birthday's tmr(: what shd i get her? i'm like so happy we got over the unfriendly thing we had for a really long time. i'm so sorry, nevertheless. btw, that was so not worth it.
going to do CMPS now.. sighs.. i'm hungry.. haha.
난 진짜 바보같은 사람이야.. 그럿지? 미안.. 충 맞은 것처럼.. Just like bring shot..
Saturday, February 28, 2009
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난 못살아. i feel like crying right now!! i never cry!! i'm such an idiot!! aisy!! 1) Maths online test. missed it. & now then i realised.
(Oh! Mummy's watching Worls Within(: bout time she cleared that folder..)
anw, GOSH I'M GOING CRAZY!!
2)Lit test on Monday and no, we haven't even had a proper rehearsal. not to me, at least. waking up early tmr to go to ziting's hse to prac.
3)Hip-hop item. costume by monday. 2 weeks time, mrs lim wants to see us all coordinated and in costumes.
THE WORST. I FEEL LIKE A BLOODY IDIOT. I SO HATE MYSELF NOW. (i shall type in Korean to keep my thoughts rather discreet...) 그 사람 애인은 있어!! maybe even a 여자!! and maybe even in 나의/우리 학교야!!! I FEEL SO STUPID NOW!!
눈물이.. 내 머리는 너무나 나빠서..
i shall fangirl like crazy again. but i don't feel like it. i don't feel like fangirl-ing. idk what to do. study hard? exams are like no where round the corner. other than lit. but its only like acting.... and i can't do much about it. its too near.
i feel so shitty and stupid. why the freak must i have done that man? ugh! i feel so stupid right now!!
남자는 지금은 안 좋아해. 여자는 또 안 좋아해요. 아 너무 부럽다. its like as if i've no brains. i regret not knowing this earlier. stupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupid (it goes on)
Oh yea. and some idiotic person just smsed J that my attitude is worse then J's. fine. be that way. see if i care.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
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Hey(:
Flowers before boys rock(: Minho there is so mean though. haha.
I heart U-Kiss and SS501 more & more(: hahahahaha(:
Recess prac tmr starts(: yea(: Dance Dance Dance.
and i'm finally getting the lappie that's finally fixed back tmr, allowing me to put in more songs into my iPod and get more songs from Rach and put it with all the rest of my song library(:
too much info? haha(: wtv.
going to continue watching.. byes(:
❤
Hey(:
YOU'VE SO GOT TO WATCH THIS(: MY KIBUM AND HYEONGJUN. (I WISH) HAHA(:
whatever it is, THEY'RE AWESOME(: i bet they're all happy seeing more & more comments like this. 멀라 멀라.
TRANSLATION: HJ: Hello KB: What are you doing? HJ: Just say hi once KB: Hello HJ: Lets see.. You look just like me, Right? KB: No I look alittle better.. HJ: Your kidding. Kisses. HJ: AHHH~ OMG.. Since I was born that was the first time that ever happened..
SO COOL RIGHT(: AHH!! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha(: -.- anw...
Kibum oppa~ Hyeongjun oppa~ 니가 좋아(: (translations: I like you) (U-Kiss's latest song:))
I gtg. go watch some more vids before going to sleep. it's been a long time since i stayed up after 2230. wow. haha. Nights(:
난 지금 혼자애서 근대 괜찬아. Smile(: Click. 아이구... 남친 없어.. 멀라 멀라. 난 아직 어린이야, 그럿지. 그럼, 안녕!! ^^ (스타 하고싶어:))
Saturday, January 31, 2009
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안녕하세요.
My com is driving me crazy. Ugh. can't open iTunes 8 or something. 에이.. 멀라. 멀라.
멋진은 남자는 봐도. 심장이 너무나 떨려. 사랑은 하고싶은대, 내 아직 어린이야~
Yay(: i wrote this myself(:
yesterday, watched S DIARY!! (: Love it. especially her 3rd boyfriend(: 너무나.. 세~엑시에.. (샤방 샤방!) Haha(:
공유 (Gong-yoo) was really cute there(: I love the way she got him in trouble with the egg white thing. hahahahahah!
then, went to eat at plaza sing and headed to grand cathay to get some studying done. ben&jerry's(: no offence, but the ice-cream wasn't the best part about our trip there at all. it was all the awesome styled peopled and of course, 남자! Haha. 너무 많이 compared to the usual Tampines Mall( though there are quite a number of 멋진은 남자..if you're lucky that is.) or White Sands or Parkway. haha(:
오늘(Today), 난 seriously 멋진은 남자는 봤어요, 종말. OH! 내 심장.. Haha. if you wanna know more, feel free to ask me(:
i wanna learn drums then my cousin, Danish was like "Don't waste money. i teach you." -.- why not? hmm.. 아.. 멀러.
Oh and i so can't wait for dance prac to start, whenever that is.
I LIKE IT HOT & S DIARY IS A MUST WATCH(: LOVE THEM BOTH. HAHA(: S DIARY IS MY FAVOURITE MOVIE!!(:(: LOVE IT!!(:(:haha
byess(: 안녕!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
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안녕하세요!
there's a compo test tmr and idk if i'm going to do well at all. wtv. i have limited time left on the com. sheez.
i am so NOT rested. more like tired. i haven't been dancing and yes, i miss it.
current goal: to become a person.
yes, that's right. to become a decent human at least.
Yang Yun Suk's words, "Before becoming a singer, you must first become a person."
i shall at least try to become at least a decent person before i think about being anything else, right?
byez(: i gtg now. OH! OH! and btw, i.. i.. ok. i don't know how to phrase it... nvm.. sry.
안녕!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
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안녕하세요!
Hey(: so yea, i'm posting again. the Saturday of my long weekend. so, new blogskin with lovely lyrics to add to it(: what do you think? (:
충 맞은 것초롬. 진짜로. No seriously. Just like being shot. Yesterday, it was the most depressing(?) day, i don't know how to describe it. I like completely humiliated myself on stage in front of the whole school. Lost a ring, but shh. It was so frigging hot, as in the weather. was suppose to go out with yas and pri sch friends and ms chua but yas couldn't make it, so canceled. WORSE, I saw him with another girl, it was a different girl. she was wearing a tube-dress thing. Super 'sexy'. ugh.
whatever. DON'T TRUST MEN. that's what they say.
Oh My gosh. my neighbour's someone is banging on my gate. oh finally. it stopped.
2moro going to east coast to celebrate my cousins and brothers birthdays, the January babies. I don't know whether to be happy or not.
I should eat something. I haven't ate since 1, lunch.
Gone to eat whatever I can find. So not looking forward to tmr. whatever. byess(: 안녕!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
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안녕하세요!
Gosh its like i haven't been blogging for-ever. How long was it? You don't have to answer my question. I don't think that i can blog frequently anymore. I've been so busy. Doing what? Hmm... idk. School? Classes? Only?
난 꿈이 있어요. 난 꿈이 많이 있어요. 근대...
I seriously wna improve my dance by a lot. like seriously. Grades. i wish for awesome grades. Thus, i have no time to blog.
난 착한사람이야(:
I don't think i have much time to blog. If i do then that's a serious luxury. Haha.
I gtg now(: 안녕!
Sunday, January 04, 2009
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안녕하세요!
Gosh. I'm finally posting again. Sorry.
I'm planning to change my blogskin.. anw, sch reopened and i am busy alr. My schedule's tight. Hah. I wish. I so hate my timietable being filled with classes instead of things like show recordings, live shows, practices... i wish.
i guess i shall enjoy my timetable now...
starting sch tmr with HMT. awesome... -.-
i don't know what to look forward to.. everyday school, stayback everyday except tues. which reminds me, Tues has K Class(: my saturdays are boring. 10.30-1.45 then 2-3.30. the worst classes among all. I hate it so much. i'd rather stay in school, no seriously.
Yesterday, with cousins. they insulted me like real bad. they said my dance was crap:( that was the worst. thry also said that 난 미친여자 and that 내 남친 GAY이야!!!
