Saturday, February 28, 2009
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난 못살아. i feel like crying right now!! i never cry!!
i'm such an idiot!! aisy!!
1) Maths online test. missed it. & now then i realised.
(Oh! Mummy's watching Worls Within(: bout time she cleared that folder..)
anw, GOSH I'M GOING CRAZY!!
2)Lit test on Monday and no, we haven't even had a proper rehearsal.
not to me, at least.
waking up early tmr to go to ziting's hse to prac.
3)Hip-hop item.
costume by monday.
2 weeks time, mrs lim wants to see us all coordinated and in costumes.
THE WORST.
I FEEL LIKE A BLOODY IDIOT. I SO HATE MYSELF NOW. (i shall type in Korean to keep my thoughts rather discreet...)
그 사람 애인은 있어!! maybe even a 여자!! and maybe even in 나의/우리 학교야!!!
I FEEL SO STUPID NOW!!
눈물이.. 내 머리는 너무나 나빠서..
i shall fangirl like crazy again. but i don't feel like it. i don't feel like fangirl-ing. idk what to do. study hard? exams are like no where round the corner. other than lit. but its only like acting.... and i can't do much about it. its too near.
i feel so shitty and stupid. why the freak must i have done that man? ugh!
i feel so stupid right now!!
남자는 지금은 안 좋아해. 여자는 또 안 좋아해요. 아 너무 부럽다.
its like as if i've no brains.
i regret not knowing this earlier.
stupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupid
(it goes on)
Oh yea. and some idiotic person just smsed J that my attitude is worse then J's. fine. be that way. see if i care.
