Run Towards Your Dreams

2009-03-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hey ya'll.
like i feel so guilty for some reason for actually updating my blog like on a school night.
so guai right? i know i know. haha(:
anw, my facebook is like empty(?). yea. wtv. pathetic.

stressing over.. wait. what am i stressing over?
oh yea. umm. recession? ok fine, that.
and oh, dance? yea. one of my ways of relieving stress and gain stress at the same time.
and my super lousy marks. awesome! go me! -.-
and also because i'm supposed to be sleeping right now...

when i'm down/angry, they say that i take things so negatively and that i am pessimistic what not,
but,
ironically, when i'm happy, they say i laugh too much.

i really need to take pictures right? sure sure. wtv. i'll try. wtv.
anw, oh, i'm so sleepy.. Yawns.

i shall go sleep now.. nights(:

충 맞은 것처럼..

2009-03-03T18:31:00.002+08:00

hey.
skipping Korean class.. yay(: no offence, but i really feel like i'm wasting my time there. like i don't even listen but can understand and get everything right. we spend a whole lot of time for the rest to simply understand one concept. gosh. i'm being mean. sorry.

you caught my eye, yet once again
i couldn't help but think
why all this happened in the first place
you're different
i see you everyday, not once
but more than that

it seems like i'll never get to you

clebrated jess's 'wedding' at the BBT shop. we sang Adela a birthday song and she was so taken off guard(: so happy(: we were all so loud haha(: the press conference vid that they made, Honggi (played by Angelynn) and Jess was like super hilarious! Angel talked in her 'Korean slang', like those who say 'lo-bu' instead of love. So unexpected. i have to say she is really good at imitations(: haha(:

Jess actually 'Merlion-ed'! then there was as if there were actual paparazzis. there was one big crowd around her and you can see so many bright flashes of light and hear the clicks of the cameras, along with all the uncontrollable laughter(: haha(:
We were like "She's pregnant! Morning sickness! Morning sickness!" haha(:

Adela's birthday's tmr(: what shd i get her?
i'm like so happy we got over the unfriendly thing we had for a really long time.
i'm so sorry, nevertheless. btw, that was so not worth it.

going to do CMPS now.. sighs..
i'm hungry.. haha.

난 진짜 바보같은 사람이야.. 그럿지?
미안..
충 맞은 것처럼..
Just like bring shot..

2009-02-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

난 못살아. i feel like crying right now!! i never cry!!
i'm such an idiot!! aisy!!
1) Maths online test. missed it. & now then i realised.

(Oh! Mummy's watching Worls Within(: bout time she cleared that folder..)

anw, GOSH I'M GOING CRAZY!!

2)Lit test on Monday and no, we haven't even had a proper rehearsal.
not to me, at least.
waking up early tmr to go to ziting's hse to prac.

3)Hip-hop item.
costume by monday.
2 weeks time, mrs lim wants to see us all coordinated and in costumes.

THE WORST.
I FEEL LIKE A BLOODY IDIOT. I SO HATE MYSELF NOW. (i shall type in Korean to keep my thoughts rather discreet...)
그 사람 애인은 있어!! maybe even a 여자!! and maybe even in 나의/우리 학교야!!!
I FEEL SO STUPID NOW!!

눈물이.. 내 머리는 너무나 나빠서..

i shall fangirl like crazy again. but i don't feel like it. i don't feel like fangirl-ing. idk what to do. study hard? exams are like no where round the corner. other than lit. but its only like acting.... and i can't do much about it. its too near.

i feel so shitty and stupid. why the freak must i have done that man? ugh!
i feel so stupid right now!!

남자는 지금은 안 좋아해. 여자는 또 안 좋아해요. 아 너무 부럽다.
its like as if i've no brains.
i regret not knowing this earlier.
stupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupid
(it goes on)

Oh yea. and some idiotic person just smsed J that my attitude is worse then J's. fine. be that way. see if i care.

2009-02-15T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hey(:

Flowers before boys rock(: Minho there is so mean though. haha.

I heart U-Kiss and SS501 more & more(: hahahahaha(:

Recess prac tmr starts(: yea(:
Dance Dance Dance.

and i'm finally getting the lappie that's finally fixed back tmr, allowing me to put in more songs into my iPod and get more songs from Rach and put it with all the rest of my song library(:

too much info? haha(: wtv.

going to continue watching..
byes(:

2009-02-15T00:45:00.002+08:00

Hey(:

YOU'VE SO GOT TO WATCH THIS(:
MY KIBUM AND HYEONGJUN. (I WISH) HAHA(:

whatever it is, THEY'RE AWESOME(: i bet they're all happy seeing more & more comments like this. 멀라 멀라.

TRANSLATION:
HJ: Hello
KB: What are you doing?
HJ: Just say hi once
KB: Hello
HJ: Lets see.. You look just like me, Right?
KB: No I look alittle better..
HJ: Your kidding.
Kisses.
HJ: AHHH~ OMG.. Since I was born that was the first time that ever happened..

SO COOL RIGHT(: AHH!! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha(:
-.- anw...

Kibum oppa~ Hyeongjun oppa~ 니가 좋아(: (translations: I like you)
(U-Kiss's latest song:))

I gtg. go watch some more vids before going to sleep. it's been a long time since i stayed up after 2230. wow. haha.
Nights(:

난 지금 혼자애서 근대 괜찬아. Smile(: Click. 아이구... 남친 없어.. 멀라 멀라. 난 아직 어린이야, 그럿지. 그럼, 안녕!! ^^ (스타 하고싶어:))

2009-01-31T21:08:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요.

My com is driving me crazy. Ugh. can't open iTunes 8 or something. 에이.. 멀라. 멀라.

멋진은 남자는 봐도. 심장이 너무나 떨려. 사랑은 하고싶은대, 내 아직 어린이야~

Yay(: i wrote this myself(:

yesterday, watched S DIARY!! (:
Love it. especially her 3rd boyfriend(:
너무나.. 세~엑시에.. (샤방 샤방!)
Haha(:

공유 (Gong-yoo) was really cute there(:
I love the way she got him in trouble with the egg white thing. hahahahahah!

then, went to eat at plaza sing and headed to grand cathay to get some studying done. ben&jerry's(:
no offence, but the ice-cream wasn't the best part about our trip there at all. it was all the awesome styled peopled and of course, 남자! Haha. 너무 많이 compared to the usual Tampines Mall( though there are quite a number of 멋진은 남자..if you're lucky that is.) or White Sands or Parkway. haha(:

오늘(Today), 난 seriously 멋진은 남자는 봤어요, 종말. OH! 내 심장.. Haha.
if you wanna know more, feel free to ask me(:

i wanna learn drums then my cousin, Danish was like "Don't waste money. i teach you." -.- why not? hmm.. 아.. 멀러.

Oh and i so can't wait for dance prac to start, whenever that is.

I LIKE IT HOT & S DIARY IS A MUST WATCH(: LOVE THEM BOTH. HAHA(:
S DIARY IS MY FAVOURITE MOVIE!!(:(: LOVE IT!!(:(:haha

byess(:
안녕!

2009-01-27T21:12:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!

there's a compo test tmr and idk if i'm going to do well at all. wtv. i have limited time left on the com. sheez.

i am so NOT rested. more like tired. i haven't been dancing and yes, i miss it.

current goal: to become a person.

yes, that's right. to become a decent human at least.

Yang Yun Suk's words, "Before becoming a singer, you must first become a person."

i shall at least try to become at least a decent person before i think about being anything else, right?

byez(: i gtg now.
OH! OH! and btw, i.. i.. ok. i don't know how to phrase it... nvm.. sry.

안녕!

2009-01-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!

Hey(: so yea, i'm posting again. the Saturday of my long weekend.
so, new blogskin with lovely lyrics to add to it(: what do you think? (:

충 맞은 것초롬. 진짜로. No seriously. Just like being shot.
Yesterday, it was the most depressing(?) day, i don't know how to describe it.
I like completely humiliated myself on stage in front of the whole school.
Lost a ring, but shh.
It was so frigging hot, as in the weather.
was suppose to go out with yas and pri sch friends and ms chua but yas couldn't make it, so canceled.
WORSE, I saw him with another girl, it was a different girl. she was wearing a tube-dress thing. Super 'sexy'. ugh.

whatever. DON'T TRUST MEN. that's what they say.

Oh My gosh. my neighbour's someone is banging on my gate. oh finally. it stopped.

2moro going to east coast to celebrate my cousins and brothers birthdays, the January babies. I don't know whether to be happy or not.

I should eat something. I haven't ate since 1, lunch.

Gone to eat whatever I can find.
So not looking forward to tmr.
whatever.
byess(:
안녕!

2009-01-11T15:41:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요!

Gosh its like i haven't been blogging for-ever. How long was it? You don't have to answer my question. I don't think that i can blog frequently anymore. I've been so busy. Doing what? Hmm... idk. School? Classes? ~~Only?~~

난 꿈이 있어요. 난 꿈이 많이 있어요. 근대...

I seriously wna improve my dance by a lot. like seriously.
Grades. i wish for awesome grades. Thus, i have no time to blog.

난 착한사람이야(:

I don't think i have much time to blog. If i do then that's a serious luxury. Haha.

I gtg now(:
안녕!

2009-01-04T19:57:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!

Gosh. I'm finally posting again. Sorry.

I'm planning to change my blogskin.. anw, sch reopened and i am busy alr.
My schedule's tight. Hah. I wish. I so hate my timietable being filled with classes instead of things like show recordings, live shows, practices... i wish.

i guess i shall enjoy my timetable now...

starting sch tmr with HMT. awesome... -.-

i don't know what to look forward to.. everyday school, stayback everyday except tues. which reminds me, Tues has K Class(: my saturdays are boring. 10.30-1.45 then 2-3.30. the worst classes among all. I hate it so much. i'd rather stay in school, no seriously.

Yesterday, with cousins. they insulted me like real bad. they said my dance was crap:( that was the worst. thry also said that 난 미친여자 and that 내 남친 GAY이야!!!

I GTG..
hope to post soon bye

2008-12-31T13:12:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!

I just found out that Kangin's on We Got Married(: with Yunji(:

Dance has got my muscles aching.. and I'm happy(:
haha(:

Going out to do hw.
안녕!

2008-12-27T13:24:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!
Jess is back.
haven't been updating. sorry.
sch's re-opening soon.
dance is going to b hectic.
but its ok. i guess.

i just wna grow, grow, grow. haha.
i feel super stiff.
haven't been stretching. sheesh.

i wna do well in studies too.
Onew's smart(: he's so awesome(:

i wna be nicer.

sry i gtg...
going bowling soon.
안녕!

2008-12-17T14:55:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요!

Just finished watching Factory Girl, Girls' Generation's reality show where they get the tremendous opportunity of being interns for ELLE Girl Magazine in Korea. The experience that they are receiving is just so great.

found this vid(: really cute(:

Oh sheesh i'm late.
got to go get my brother now.
aisy.
안녕!

2008-12-16T16:05:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!

Kickin' off with a special SHOUT OUT to SEUNGRI of BIG BANG!, SHINEE LEADER ONEW and FALMING CHARISMA MINHO, XIAH JUNSU and twin, JUNHO, GIRLS' GENERATION YURI, TAEKYEON of 2PM, JAEJIN of FT ISLAND and KIBUM of U-KISS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL!!(: 생일 축하합니다!! ^^

Some Entertainment report. Haha.
Rain and DBSK lyrics controversy.
DBSK's Mirotic's lyrics 'I got you(korean)' and 'Under my skin' were changed to 'I choose you(korean)' and 'Under my sky' respectively. Keep it short and sweet. actually, I'm meeting Jess and Liang at 5.30 and now its like 5.11 so I got to rush a little.

I looked up on universities in Korea(: I have to go to Uni in 5 years.. Well, EHWA WOMANS UNIVERSITY has a language center and some of the girls from CHIT CHAT, which last week's ep was so awesome!! what a cool guy!! Sophia!! you're so lucky(:

Oh yea. Bali. Hard Rock Hotel ROCKS(: Loved the shops near th hotel. If I ever come back there agn, I'm only going to shops near the hotel other than staying in the wonderful hotel. There were so many guitars, LPs etc of really famous rock legends like ACDC, the Beatles, John Lennon etc. It was SO COOL! and u can watch MKF and KBS from there too(: so yea. Loved it(:

I GTG Now(: Korean Class(:
안녕!! ^^

2008-12-11T15:24:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!
Hey! Ok so here's the deal. Jess just tagged me to some quiz. Well, yea, so I'll do it.

Instructions:

1. Do the "Letter Meme".
2. Tag no less than 5 other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you). I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),Your name

Your letter:
Dear Rachel. I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it when I quoted Santa as you ate enchiladas and I saw you ignore Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that there is no solution to this. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break our friendship. Go burn, Tiara

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchiladas
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Sit on
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Pull the clothes off
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
Pink - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
White - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - HighHouse - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful i've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - Your mom
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - The results of your blood sample
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Best regards
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain

People to do this:
1. Rachel
2. Jamie
3. Claudia
4. Fatin
5. Asyiqah

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Ok. that was mean.. Haha. rest assured, I didn't mean it.

2008-12-10T17:28:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!
Its been a long time since I blogged, huh? 미안..

Anw, promised th vid of U-Kiss waiting in their van.. Its so cute(: (looking for it... wait.. gosh. I favourited so many vids.. Haha(: and btw, 5 mins passed. -.- Haha. anw, k, got it.)

The picture of Eli at the end is totally random. Kevin's Korean is good.. He's so pretty and cute(: well, mostly cute(: I Love the part where Alexander said that Kevin and himself were going to get married/on the way to their wedding and then Kibum sticks his head out of the van and says,"Where are you going? Kevin is mine!" Haha(: Yay! Haha.

Here's another vid..

Its Shin Bongseon's Rainism. She's quite good. And some highlights of that ep.

Anw, Star King. Its one of my favourite programmes ever. Watch it every time I go online. Here's a clip of one of my favourite contestant ever. He imitates Rain, DBSK's Hero and Xiah, Seven, Jo Seongmo and Kangta and sound EXACTLY THE SAME! Rain? Xiah? plus all the rest? Wow! Never fail to awe me..

Here's another one.. Taemin from SHINee(:

Its super cute(: Haha(:

Well, I GTG. Gone to watch more vids, a drama mayb. Haha(:
Signing off, with one of my favourite MVs, Big Bang's Sunset Glow:D I HEART BIG BANG!!XD

SO CUTE(: BIG BANG FOREVER!! Hahahahaha!

Bye! 안녕!!

2008-12-02T13:01:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요!

I got this vid of U-Kiss performing Run It(: Kevin's singing is so nice(: His dancing too^^ Kevin and Kibum at the end were so 멌이서... ^^ The rest, Eli^^, Alex, Soohyun and Dongho were 멌이서 too(: U-Kiss 화이팅! 사랑해요^^

There's another one where they were waiting in their van(: it was so awesome(: haha(: Shall post it next time(: 우리 멌인 유-키스 오빠 나의 것이다^^ ㅋㅋㅋ(:

Gag Concert is super super funny(: Shin Bongseon did 미처서(Crazy) by 손담비(Son Dambi). Haha! I liked Yu Seyun's gag. Yu Seyun's one of my faourite comedians(:
달인 was funny(: Haha. Rock head. Haha.
and The classroom had a new feature(: A flatscreen TV(: Woots~ I realised that 2 songs of FT were in Gag Concert.
The star producer guy's star (haha!) sang to 로구고, Rokugo by SUJU. The lyrics were so funny!
anw, Hyeongbin's segment got me laughing and screaming as usual. Haha. He insulted Kim Jongkook today(: and KCM(: Tei was there and he said that Tei looked like th guy that says 'If you want to be a star, call me' or sth like that. the star producer guy. Such an insult. haha(: and then he showed pictures of 꼿미남, pretty boys. SUJU Seongmin, SUJU Heechul, PARAN Ryan, MITHRA JIN! Haha. Then he threw Mithra Jin's pic th other way. Haha! The contrast was just too big. Haha. 꼿미남 then Mithra Jin? Haha! Hilarious!
At the end of th show, the 인눈데, 'innunde'(idk th spelling) anw, ya, he did a backward somersault? sth like that then he took out his jacket and then his shirt! Haha! Well, its ok cuz he has a very good body. Haha!

Star Golden Bell today(: 스타골든벨!!(:
Worlds Within airs on KBS today(: Hyunbin and Song Hyegyo(:

Drama's I'm watching now(:
-Worlds Within(:
-My Precious You! SHINee made a cameo(: ep 8 & 9(: So did Oh Jiho(:
-Loveholic(:강타(:
-You are my destiny(: Yuri and Taepung are so cute(: 이지훈!!(:
-You stole my heart(: 우정 has a guy after her, and he's cute(:(: Haha!

Yesterday's Music Bank was super awesome(: Big Bang Comeback(: So cute(: Rain's Rainism(: FT Island(: Jaejin sings(: SHINee A.Mi.go(: It rocks(: 2PM Only You & 10 ou of 10 + Breakdance at the end(: Woots~ if u missed it, u can watch it today at 2320 or 0320 tomorrow morn(: and on Sat at th usual timing(: Only on KBS(:

GTG now. Byebye(:
안녕(:

2008-11-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요!

I just handed in my Dreamweaver project that i worked on from 9pm last night till 3am this morning. Haha. Spent a very long time on my background but ended up with a very simple one.

초눈 비 팬 입니다(:
I'm Rain's fan big time! He's dance is like.. wow!
U shd seriously watch his Rainism MV. So cool~
비씨 찐자 멋있어요! 비씨 너무 매력있어.. 하하^^
Rain's Love Story was composed by my favourite V.O.S. guy(: guess who(:

Eli's rap in Give it to me is so.. Haha(:
이라이씨.. 게빈씨.. 기범씨..
Haha. Soohyun's voice is so lovely.. Alexander is so talented. He's multi-lingual! Donghyun is so cute.. Haha.

미안 I have to go now..
안녕(:

2008-11-29T11:24:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요.

난 찐자 미처서 지금. 찐자. 이잰 오빠 보고싶다, 언니 보고싶다.

2008-11-22T16:49:00.005+08:00

안녕한심이가 여러분.
Annyeonghasaeyo everyone.

난 얼러봐 지금.. 왜? 나도 멀라..
그런대, 난 찐자 술픔ㅙ야지...

-I have some stupid 'PSLE' exams starting next week. like WTF! I don't want to take it! 난 크리스티안해야지! 난 멀리.. Like WTH! Exams! I so don't want to do it.. Since the hols started, much more rest and relax was expected in terms of academics and such. Dance practices were very much looked forward to. Now that the concert was over, I was supposed to feel less stressed. Well, that was what I thought.

I feel like ranting out all my frustration here but I believe that it would be wisest to keep it to myself.
카풀지마.. 찌자로. 난 생각에 한 사람이 없어요. 난 안버요? 난 지금은 없어요?
난 찐자 이렇개 바보니야?! 난 찐자로 바보갓은 사람?! 왜 이렇개.. 왜 난 이렇개 바보니야!!!

The concert was just yesterday. I was like seriously happy(: Swensons for supper(: Nice(: Had loads of fun(:
그런대, 지금이야, 난 찐자 스트래스 그리고 술픔이 해야지.

지금은, 여러분,
안녕..

미안하다, 난 찐자 바보같아.

2008-11-15T20:05:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요^^
티아라 입니다^^ 하하(:

와.. 동방신기 너무 멌이서.. 하하^^
한굴 너무 재미이써요^^ 하하

U-Kiss Kiss the Dream.. Love their kisses(:

Can;t wait 4 tomorrow, Brother's perf, buying character shoes and roll-up piano!! Finally:)

안녕^^

2008-11-14T11:39:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo^^

It has been a long time since I've blogged.

I love Xing's first album. Its so nice.. ^^ I love their voices.. I'm listening to 눈물에 추억에 (Tears' Memories).. its so nice..
I shall post the songs 4 u to listen next time.. I'm kinda in a rush now. Haven't ate lunch.. haven't re-re-converted videos.. need to go 4 dance practice.

Ok.. Anyway, Gloria's party yesterday, at first, didn't know her friends, very bored and full(we ate McDonalds and drank Ben&Jerry's). after breaking th ice, well, kinda, during 'Whacko' and the 'Blanket Game', it was fun. Ok. yea. Oh and and ELI(Ah! Eli! as in U-Kiss Eli!!), i meant Elizabeth. Anw, Elizabeth likes Thaddeus(if that's how its spelled)!! Hahaha!

I seriously want to rush right now. But b4 I go, Big Bang's dancing are like.. wow! Their singing too..

Annyeong^^

2008-11-05T17:54:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo!!

Love this vid:)
Its U-Kiss and Zia on Kiss the Radio with Eeteuk and Eunhyuk.

They started talking about their first kiss:)
Kibum said that he's was with Kevin^^ when they were playing or sth, an accident and it wasn't really a kiss. Haha:) ^^
Soohyun said his was a ppoppo but not a kiss.. "ppoppo jok, kiseu jo~k" Lol
Dongho said that he has not had his first kiss.. unsurprising.. he's the magnae..
Alex explained about the American culture but he said that he has not had the 'chance', which got Eeteuk cracking up because of the word 'chance'.. Lol:D
Kevin said that has not had his first kiss either^^ but then they ask him about the one with Kibum but he denied that it was a kiss^^ Haha:D
Eli's answer was so cute. He said that he's first kiss wasn't kiss but a ppoppo as what Soohyun said and then said that it was with his mum:) Lol.

U-Kiss!! Haha^^

geureom, annyeong^^

2008-11-05T13:30:00.002+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo!!

I found this vid on youtube. You can clearly see Kevin's face. *cries* and who was with JunJin? The little boy? So Cute.. Wow! Great Fancam. Hearing the girls talk, you can seriously tell that they're Singaporeans with no doubt. Lol. Hey, I saw number 22. That's my fav number:) Eli dyed his hair! Dongho looks really cute with his hair like that:) Kevin's so sweet:D 2PM came out real cool:) Chaeyeon's so pretty:) Kim Dongwook! :)
They're leaving tonight, 10.45pm.. I can't go..

I found Andy's Propose perf too. Now, Yi Liang and Claudia are at Novena and Jewelry's there. Dancers are at sch.. I'm bored..
Its really dark cuz I didn't switch on any of the lights. The brightest thing right now is the computer.

Anyway, I watched the vid again and decided that I don't wanna be just one of them, those girls.. I mean, I'll forever be a great fan:)

Epik High - Fan(chorus)
I know I can't have you
but you're always in my head
even though i can't touch you
it's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
even though you don't know who I am

It suits the current situation the best.

Epik High is a very talented trio which has just recently released a new album, Love Scream. In this album, the lyrics and the arrangements were all done by talented members of Epik High themselves. Their song '1 Minute 1 Second' shows the pain after a break-up. All the members of Epik High agreed that the most painful moemories are actually the smallest things that happened during the relationship. Their own personal past experiences and also their feelings are weaved into this song. The music video of this song uses a rewind effect which is very impressive and stunning.
Signing off with this MV, Epik High's 1 Minute 1 Second, featuring Taru, from their latest album, Love Scream. Enjoy! Annyeong^^

2008-11-04T11:25:00.002+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo! 생일 축하합니다 TOP 오빠!! ^^ Happy Birthday TOP oppa!! ^^

Leaving home on like 30mins. Gg to meet Jess and cousin.
I don't feel like gg cuz like idk...

Anyway, dance yesterday was... slacky after our perf on stage.
When we're practising, we forgot all the clean-up Miranda did with us and it was SUPER MESSY. It wasn't as nice. I have to admit that I wasn't very serious.. but I couldn't laugh.. because I just wanted to do U-Kiss's Not Young dance.. Anita & Jane and obviously Claudia were like Miranda's so scary.. I'm kinda upset tt I didn't do my best... Aisy..

Kevin oppa geurigo Kibum oppa neomu uljjangiya.. ^^

I've gtg now.. annyeong^^

2008-11-03T13:25:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo!

I'm confirm not going 4 the concert. I had the opportunity of having the tickets TWICE!!
but I had to let both of them go.. considered very cheap some more ok.. Aisy.

I'm Too Young... (: Oppa, nan gidarilge.. chwesonghamnida...
I wish I can meet them.. the stars.. eonni geurigo oppa..

TVs on.. You Stole My Heart's on air.. aigoo.. Yeji is so cute(: Its Minseo and Jiwon's wedding.

Anw, current addiction.. U-Kiss(:

mianhe oppa.. (Yeji!! So cute^^ Yeji.. Yeji neomu yeppeo^^)
sorry 4 the random comments of (aigoo.. her dress so cute:) ^^) Yeji.. Haha

U-Kiss Not Young's stuck in my head..

Oh ya.. went to the doctor's just now.. found out that I had fever:( then he said that I can't do PE 4 a week. but I have dance later. He didn't mention dance what, right? Haha.

Gg 4 Dance soon.. I hope I do well l8er.
Annyeong..

2008-11-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo...

I'm so upset..
I can't go 4 the K-Pop Concert...
If I go also, then like guilty like that...
But I wanna go.....

Ok let's see.. why do I wanna go.. hmm..
I wanna see the stars.. but then again, I want them to see me too.. which would not happen, unless a miracle happens.. aisy..

Stop dreaming, girl. Damn.

Goals:
- K-Pop Concert
- Meet fav stars/idols
- Go for auditions
- Be a ____..
- _________________________________________

Aisy!! Got to get off the com now.
Annyeong 4 now.

2008-10-31T15:04:00.004+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo^^

Movie recommendations:)
-**That Man's Book, Page 198** (Lee Dongwook, Eugene)(OST by SS501!!!!!)
-War of Flowers

Drama recommendations:)
-**I'm Sorry, I Love You** (Seo Jiseop)
-Beethoven's Virus (Jang Geunseok)

MV recommendation
-FT Island Heaven

Aisy! I can't go to the Korean Festival Concert......
There's U-Kiss!! *cries* Kibum....
There's also 2PM!! *continues to cry* NicKhun....
And Wonder Girls!! *cries continue* eonni....
And V.O.S!! *cries still continue*
And Kim Jongwook *cries*
And Andy and JunJin!! *cries*
And Chaeyeon!! *cries*

Watching DBSK Come To Play now.
annyeong^^

2008-10-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo!!
back again, 4 the 3rd time of the day(:

-Noticed how i posted a whole lot of 'Single <3 Single'? sorry about that. Couldn't help it.

Highly Recommended MVs
-2AM - This Song (already on blog) [Sweet..]
-2PM - 10 Points out of 10 (feat Choi Gina and a cameo by Yoobin of Wonder Girls at the end) [Cute!! Lol!]
-Wonder Girls - Nobody (Overnight sensation hit! With its 60s sensation) [60s & different storyline]
-Big Bang - Number 1 (#3 on the Oricon Chart just after a day of debut!!) [HOTT!!]
-Lee HyunJi - Kiss Me Kiss Me (feat JunJin) [Super cute^^]

gone 4 now(:
annyeong(:

2008-10-27T22:05:00.009+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo!
Haha. yeap. back again.

I watched 2AM's This Song MV with subs and I feel so bad. Like I've been so bad.
I am so sorry to everyone that I did wrong to. I know I should have said this earlier but yeah, I am so sorry.

2AM's This Song MV Eng subbed. Its really nice to see all the effort the boys have put in and to think that every other artist out there have put in this much or even more effort, patience, hard work, determination, sweat, tears, blood, time etc to make it big. I feel really bad. Damn am I tired. well, I really need some rest. I'd better rest now and get back better than ever. Aja Aja Hwaiting!

2008-10-27T16:59:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo^^

Watched HSM3 on Saturday with cousins, Nadiah and Nurin. We couldn't remember much about it cuz right after the movie, right after eating a lot of chips and drinking A LOT of water, we rushed to the toilet. We went to 5 toilets but all of them had a long queue. Haha. I know it is a musical, but singing every 3mins? Haha. The skirts were getting higher & it was kinda revealing, as in their clothes, Gabriella during her waltz dance with Troy when he spinned her and her dress went whee~ We went on a Saturday, so there were many little kids, almost all.. Anw, you could hear gasps when her dress went whee~ and all sorts of giggles and laughter.. esp when Troy & Gab kissed. The Troy and Gabriella moments were so 'over'. But, I liked Troy's basketball junior, 'Rocketman'. Super irritatingly funny. Sharpay and Ryan, my faves among all:) Haha. The movie's more focused on Troy & Gab, so.. ughh. I dont think I'm going to rant about this any longer..

Nadiah and Nurin slept over at my hse after the movie and we kept laughing, eventhough after that, we had no idea what we were laughing so hysterically about. Lol. We didnt sleep till 2am (2am!! Love that group!!)

Yesterday, cousins came over. SUPER FUN(:

Looking into JYP, SM and YG Auditions. super cool.
(mother came in and shouted &scolded me just because he couldn't get into the Net on his come, but I can on the laptop. wth.) Ok. now, its working. WTH?!

SNSD can speak 3 different languages, Korean (most obviously.. duh), Japanese (tall tall SooYoung) & of course, English by our two lovely girls, Tiffany and Jessica(:
Tiffany is so darn cute^^

Updates of Happy Sunday: Single <3 Single
Last time, InYoung was left alone and Tiffany had 2 guys, Seongmin and Tim.
Well, this time, its different. and HONG INYOUNG is so ... pfft.
Girls get to choose this time.
Gil went down the 'Tiffany' bus first. Jeong SeeYa went to him. He was totally flustered cuz he didnt expect her to be the one. Lol. Then the tall tall guy went down (forgot his name. sorry). Jeonga eonni chose him(: Their height were compatible. tall tall and tall tall. Lol.
Highlight #1: M's turn
From last time, M and Amy, perfect couple. They even shared a kiss.
This time, when the countdown ended for the person who wanted to go with M to stand, Amy stood up sweetly, as hoped and expected, but then...
Hong InYoung stood up too. Amy, being her usual cute self, she did a 'what-the-hell' face and went "uggh" which was so kawaii~.
anw, Hong InYoung is obviously a third party, trying to come in between M and Amy and because of her, one guy would obviously be left be himself. Greedy InYoung, trying to compete and prove herself ruined everything and obviously has a lot of ANTIs now.. including myself. Note that I used the word 'trying' there, as soon as M met the two of them, he smiled his usual awesome smile(: and shook InYoung's hand. But when he took Amy's hand, he pulled her towards him and hugged her^^ :D woots~ InYoung was like 'whatever'. Haha. Amy was super happy(:
On the ferry to the island, M, being gentleman, re-enacted Titanic with InYoung a bit. He was not very comfortable at all. It was obvious. And then, Amy went up and saw them. They didnt see her cuz Amy was from behind. She kinda ran towards them a little, pushing a crew member. She went close enough, saw that it was M, M saw her, feeling disappointed, she walked away but M went after her(:
Hong InYoung doesn't really stand a chance against Amy when it comes to M cuz as mentioned above, they shared a kiss and they were really really really close.
Highlight #2: Tim's turn
Tim went down the 'Tiffany' van and Seongmin was still in it. It was up to Tiffany to choose and both the guys were her dates from last week. She bowed to Seongmin and the MCs without saying a word cuz Seongmin didn't want to know cuz it was too nerve-wrecking and he turned around and didn't face her. When she bowed, the subs was 'I'm sorry'. She was super cute when she went to Tim. Unlike the others, she simply just stood beside him, like real close, to show that she chose him. He straight away pulled her close and hugged her(: So sweet^^ I love this couple too(:

All in all, the following are the couples for this round:-
Gil <3 Jeong SeeYa
tall tall <3 Park JeongA (Jewelry)
*M <3 Amy &Hong InYoung
*Tim <3 Tiffany (SNSD)
Seongmin (single)

Tune in to KBS World (Ch173) on Sunday, 4pm to 7pm, Happy Sunday: Single <3 Single
(Oh, so now, I'm promoting it)

GTG, BB(:
annyeong^^

(gone to check out tickets for the Korean Festival Concert in Singapore. If anyone knows how to get the tickets or want to sell/give the tickets, pls contact me. Please~. multi-tasking. gone to check out more on JYP/SM/YG auditions!!)

2008-10-24T16:56:00.004+08:00

Haha. Pics from yesterday as requested:)

Shall post abt today.

DEP auditions(:
It was so fun. I wish that I would get in. I really find it interesting. Haha. it was so FUN(:
I had to wake Rachel up. Haha. She only woke up at 8.30am and when i was at the bus stop, she just got out of her hse. but still, better late than never right? called YL after DEP auditions and guess what? she said, "Oh its today? I forgot." Lol. I was the magnae(youngest) of my grp and we did 2 scenes, one was what i like to do and the other was how i wish to celebrate my birthday. It was so fun(:

Instead of watching HSM3 with Nadiah and Nurin, went to TM, still, to eat with Gwisin (Rachel). Haha. Aweome time:) met Gloria along the way. Rachel shouted her name and Gloria looked kinda puzzled. Haha. Chae SaeYoungssi namjachingu issda (pronounced as ittda). Geurigo, SaeYoungssi namjachingu Super Junior, Kim KiBum aninde.

2008-10-20T18:19:00.005+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo.

School's like ending real soon. This Thurs. Time surely flies.. when you're happy, but is very slow when you're sad, in pain etc.. I bet that next year's going to pass by quite slowly..

DEP (Drama Elective Programme)
Auditions are like THIS FRIDAY. YiLiang, 'Tiffany', Eli, Amanda 'MJ' are all going. but I dunno leh.. hmm.. quite interested, but its like.. the ppl.. they're all quite 'drama' [which reminds me, when we were checking Lit paper, Jess eonni showed me her paper. She wrote "She(the little sister in the story) is very drama. And Ms Karen(marker) made some red markings which read 'SINGLISH!!' We were laughing so badly]
Anw, wish me luck 4 auditions(: Aja Aja Hwaiting!!

Well, since I'm on the subject, I should talk i mean.. write, no.. type (-.-'") Lol. anw, I shd TYPE about school.

Dance
I'm in the hat dance. -.-; Haha. very fun(: anw, we practiced like crap 4 2days straight cuz we had to perform it on the Combine Rehearsal (4 the 55th Anniversary Concert) last Thursday. We were rushing it like mad. Quite disappointed luh.. Our diagonal wasn't straight, they were laughing and all, not really full-out, messy!! :( But we will work hard to improve:) anw, thx Fann & Marie, 4 conducting recess prac and all. They like have to the stick dance and all but actually did recess prac with us(: Awesome:) kamsahamnida seonbaenim:)

Rising Sun (Ahh!! DONGBANGSINKI!!) haha. I mean the 55th Anniversary perf piece, Rising Sun. Lol. Its so nice:)

CMPS
Its quite ok. not as bad as what the seniors said it would be.. yet.. Idk. Anw, I'm in the same grp as Fatin, Eli, Joyce & 'Tiffany' for now:) I found out my strength too(: its MUSICAL/RHYTMIC(: Same as Jess eonni and Baka.

Eastpoint with Jess eonni and 'Tiffany'
Hd so much fun.. details l8er..

K-CRAZE!!!
동방신기!! BOA!! BIG BANG!! M!! 2PM!! SHINEE!! FT ISLAND!! and the list goes on..

Will be drawing more stuff like this(: due to the boring timetable in school.

GTG Now, like seriously. annyeong(:

today, yesterday and tomorrow

2008-10-13T18:55:00.003+08:00

yeoreobun annyeonghasaeyo! ^^

I didnt watch that much TV today.. only managed to watch this morning's Music Bank and Happy Sunday(recorded)'s Star Olympics and half of Single<3single. I like 2PM a lot now.. they're so cool and boy-ish... which is so cute. Nikkun is my fav(:

I wanted to say, i mean type, something but.. forgot...
Oh yea, yesterday.

Jalan Raya.. Dayah's hse to Danish's hse to Uncle Joe's hse.

Danish's GUITAR HERO was so awesome... He's so pro.. *jealous* *jealous* Haha. He has it in his hse everyday so that is kinda expected, duh. Lol. anw, had so much fun(:
One of my aunt's can't recognise me. Nice. Lol.

2moro, in the morning, dance, 4hrs. nvm. I NEED PRACTICE. that ain't no joke. anw, having K-Class 2moro night too. Lunching with Rachel(:

after bringing up that word(lunching), I miss Luyi... Yas too... St. Margs...

well, that's it for now,
yeoreobun annyeong! ^^

I may be scared on the inside, but I must at least be brave on the outside, right?
Wait, but am I sure that this is what I want?
Remember what made you want that old dream.. well, if that's so, I guess I'll try.

Back from exams

2008-10-10T20:02:00.010+08:00

Hey. I'm back from exams. Haha. It's been awhile since exams ended. Haha. It ended on Monday actually, but I was too lazy to blog.

I'm watching ,You Are My Destiny now. multi-tasking. Haha.
Its getting better and better :) Like very much better. haha. wanted to go out today, with Jess and Rachel but was too hooked on We Got Married<. I'm watching the one with Andy &Solbi (My personal favourite) but its like they're just so Cute. Alex and Shinae, the masters couple. Crown J and Seo In Young, the stormy couple. DonDon and Saori, the couple who fights the most. I pity Saori.

Ok, dance. everyday. Gloria is such a talented dancer. Vic reminds me of Tiffany and Jessica from Girls' Generation (So Nyuh Shi Dae). Haha.

T3's fieldtrip was so irritating. It got on my nerves. Seriously. Gosh. Just remembering it makes me angry, which makes me want to be one of Junjin's daughters. haha. He's an awesome dad. Andy, he's an awesome boyfriend and husband 4 Solbi ^^ It was so stupid but on the way back, me and Jess were list'ning to her songs. we were like pretending to be Epik High, Tablo esp, when we were list'ning to Breakdown. haha. & we were screaming FT ISLAND. Haha.

Jess is meandering, but is in the current state of denial. I hope she doesn't b one. I hope its just senior junior infatuation. Haha. i took awhile trying to recall the word. The only word that came to my mind was 'aphyxiation'. Lol.

anyway, SM Global Auditions are finally coming to Asia!! Thailand, 20 Nov.
FT Island 2nd Album release, 15 Oct, Super Junior Donghae's birhtday(:
Big Bang New Album release, 22 Oct, my birthday!!!

Here's a list of 'MUST-WATCH' MVs :-
1) Big Bang - Number 1
2) DongBangSinKi - Mirotic
3) Boa - Eat You Up
4) FT Island - Last Match
5) Rain - Love Story

haha. among all listed, only Number 1 and Mirotic are full MVs. the rest are previews and teasers only. Haha.

Current craze: Big Bang still. muahahaha. I still love Shinhwa, SHINee and all.
I wanna dance (:

annyeong ^^

exam stress

2008-09-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

OMG! this is so cool! haha:) using my awesome phone to blog:) go phone! :)
exam stress seriously made my wires go haywire...
ok.. today, i cried because of stress... (-.-'") feel so paiseh.. i tried to stuff everything into my brain but it keeps getting worse.. i get even more nervous.. i have to say that science is not last minute.. but geog, yeah.. no!! haix..
on the bright(er) side, i'm quite ok with maths:) and yea, i'm loving it.. haha.. & its just tomorrow, tues, fri and monday left :) hmph.. meanwhile.. STUDY!!!
haha.. ok, i'm loving 'You Are My Destiny'.. esp taepung! saebyeok (yoona) is so stupid to reject taepung.. but now, yuri? hmm.. she's quite awesome!! woots!~
i cry really easily nowadays.. must be the stress kickin' in.. ughh.. i wanna grow taller... aish!
my mind,my heart,my toughts etc.. they're so screwed.. its like the pieces all fell apart but i dont know which goes where..
i really want an oppa/eonni right now..
wish me all the best 4 my exams! :)
annyeong:)

Mian..

2008-09-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I feel bad about what I said.
I just had to let it out.
Sorry.
I'll be punished..
Mianhaeyo..

2nd.. again

2008-09-21T17:43:00.000+08:00

I am sick and tired of being scolded, accused of or whatever every minute of my life!
Why in the world do all of you think that I enjoy it so much?
For every small little thing I do, I get shouted at.
But, he gets whatever he wants even if he is rude to you.
You cant help it, can you?

I guess it has become a habit.. and habits dont go away, huh?

Well, you don't even bother in the first place!!

Now, I'm the evil one. Maybe, you know what?

Fine, let it be.. I'm a bad person, ok?

One that doesn't even deserve any care, thought or what-so-ever.

I'm fine with that. But,

not responding to a person when he/she needs help..

I'm still a person, aren't I?

I am currently at the losing end now, aren't I?

Fine, if you insist.

If you're not going to help me,

I just have to depend on myself.. ..and not anyone else

I made a promise to myself

and it is a promise that I am willing to keep

It is to do whatever it takes

to do evrything I want

without any one of your help or what-so-ever

I don't need your concern

cuz it just brings me down

btw, thanks for saying your ever-most comcerning words to me

"Do really want to flunk everything, every aspect?"

with that disgusted look on your face.

Have I caused you that much trouble?

Just tell me, if so.

Then, I'll never make you worry or even feel concerned again.

I'll disappear if I have to even if I have nowhere to run to.

I'm expressing myself freely here...

I feel like an adopted child.

I feel like you're treating me this way just because.

It would make sense if I were adopted..

It does fit.. really

You were never really happy when I was..

You were never sad when I was.. you were even angry..

Compared to his circumstances,

when he cried, you embraced him in your arms with eyes as watery as ever.

when he was happy, you couldn't surpress your joy.

when he was being silly and a brat, you found him just so adorable and irresistable.

I don't feel like explaining my cicumstances.

Its just the total opposite. It doesn't matter anyway.

Big Bang forever..

2008-09-20T17:02:00.000+08:00

Changed blog skin:)

Totally new hair!! :D thank you Xiao Lan, Tom (his hair rox btw) and everyone else!! XD
Thank you Mommy!:)

Big Bang Craze!!~ Love them more and more!!
Big Bang Forever!!~

List'ning to Heaven by Big Bang now.. Luv It!! hanuel, byeol~(heaven, star~)
Want to dance and sing like them!! DaeSung's voice is so heavenly!!

Must study!! FYEs are so near!!

Gtg, ok bb
annyeong!~

Day by Day

2008-09-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

Highlights of the day: 1) After Maths remedial, Sunny and I (Hey, that's SuJu-H's song!! Lol..anyway..)we stayed back till 4.30 to choreo:) We covered a lot today.. that's our own kinda way of de-stressing.. Lol.. we're doing it to Big Bang's Haru Haru (Day by Day)!!

2)(most embarrassing!!) Jane, my good-hearted, sweet & nice friend of mine, actually asked Beverly one of the silly-est question with request from my dear friend Sunny here.. it was 'Would you marry Super Junior Donghae?'. She really wanted to know cuz she suddenly likes Donghae, and since Beverly has the same jacket as Donghae coincidentally, she just had to ask.. Oh gosh, sorry Beverly, if we're very random and lame and irritating sometimes..
(btw, Sunny loves Super Junior a lot.. She's crazier about them much more then me..)

Today, nothing much..
- had Geog feat rubber chicken with weird sounds... Lol.. Ms Aliah liked it & used it 2 get our attn.. weirdly, it works.. Lol..
- 3 periods of Mr. Z.. sian.. he scolded us & compared us to 1/1 & 1/2, saying 'Something is really wrong with this class.'
-During Eng, letter writing, it was about a some student overseas exchange thing..Obviously, I wrote about Korea.. I wanted to write to my friend, who I supposedly stayed with for a week, as SHINee, SuJu, FT Island etc.. they're obviously all guys, well, boys.. but then I read the question & it reffered to the friend as 'HER'. So I asked Mr. Z whether it must be a girl.. then he was like "Eh, Tiara, so you mean that you want you're friend to be a boy ah?" In the very teasing way.. then suddenly the class grew quiet.. then, they did to 'ooh~' thing, the same one that they, well, we did when Mr. Tang offered Amanda Ho his jacket from the staff room when she said she was cold.. Lol..

I've got to leave this as this cuz my mum's telling me to get off the com.. Sheesh~
Kk, bb
Annyeong!^^

Depressed...

2008-09-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless~
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times~
I become dull day by day~
Those tears will dry completely.. As time passes by~

Leave.. just let me be alone for now.. I'm going to rethink this all over again. Its like all my hopes and dreams will be crushed if i go this way.. I know you think its for the better, but I hate it..
Fine, I'll do it. If you really insist. I do know that you are very concerned, yeah, thanks, sure.. but easier said that done.. Dont you ever get it? Stop belittling my to him.. he's such a prince.. I told you so many times but you just deny it. You say that you have treated me better. If setting high expectations, not letting me do what I am really interested in, make me hate myself for this etc is your definition of better treatment, then fine. I really have to say this.. I HATE IT.
No way am I ever going to follow my crazy, unrealistic dreams right? Right? Is it test anxiety or sth that's really causing me to be depressed? Look here, I'm not crazy about some star right now.. Look, I;ve changed.. I've changed to suit the circumstances, having to obey you.. Yea, sure, you're doing this for me.. Ok, fine, I'll do it for me too.. I'll be doing this, working really hard, so that you cant blame anything on me anymore, So that I can finally get out of here. I'm evil, aren't I? Pursuing my dreams and following it is a very bad choice, right? I might even be hated for the rest of my life by the ones close to me, right? Well, that's how much I want to do it.. that's how much I wanna follow my dreams, to do what I want, to have fun. Ok fine, I may even be crying, thinking, pondering for nights about this, but he'll get his way still.. not me.

People come to me, sharing their worries, their pain & sorrow, its ok, its fine, alright with me.. but mine were never realised.. keeping it bottled up, yea, that's a great idea.. just wait till I find someone to throw it out all on. I'm lost. I've no idea what to do. I'm confused. I can't believe I'm actually saying this.. Someone.. Help Me.. I need help.

sleepy~

2008-09-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

ok.. today was.. umm.. BORING..
all the lessons were like at maximum boredom today.. ok fine, MOST.. most lessons were at maximum boredom today..need i elaborate?

BIG BANG WON THE BEST NEW GROUP AWARD AT THE 35TH KOREA BROADCASTING AWARDS!!:) CONGRATULATIONS!! woots!!~

(i am so sleepy~ )

btw, here's SHINee's specieal stage with Seo In Young.. singing 'Nuna's Very Pretty' and 'Cinderella Under My Umbrella'.. cuz like Seo InYoung's song is 'Cinderella'.. and yea..

No doubt that SHINee's dance is awesome:) but I must admit, the choreo 4 'Cinderella Under My Umberella' is not very outstanding.. I like the part where 'Seo InYoung' gets shot.. Lol..

Btw, Taemin oppa looks very happy and quite distracted with the girl at the front..you can see him catch a glimpse of her when he was dancing.. Lol.. He was so happy when he saw Seo InYoung.. haha.. Nice one.. Good Job:)

Here's Big Bang & No Brain's Special Stage!! ROCKIN'!! AWESOME!!~ What more to say? It was simply awesome!! (GD's wig 4 'Oh My Friend'.. is not to my liking.. i'd prefer if he'd had his rockin' hairstyle and not wear a wig tho...)

Btw, 082308 Mnet 20's Choice is highly recommended.. Speacial stages by... Big Bang & No Brain; SHINee & Seo InYoung; JeonJin & Wonder Girls and also Lee Hyori & Uhm Jeonghwa!!

Tomorrow is Sec 4 Farewell!!! Can hardly wait!!

I'll end off with SHINee's Romantic, which is currently stuck in my head... So nice... :)

어떻해? Oh~

너 아니면 안되는 걸 이제야 알아버린 내가 너무 비참해

사진 속엔 아직도 내가 너의 사랑인 것 같은데

너의 체온, 너의 얼굴, 아직도 내 품 안에 느껴지고 있는 걸

Still, I have ROMANTIC in my heart 돌아가고 싶은걸

Must Study!!!

2008-09-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

Gosh!! English FYE is next Wed!! So fast!!
I scored 13/20 4 my lit recently.. to think that it is one of my not-very-good subject.. I'm so happy(:

Lets see.. today, I was seriously high in the morn right after list'ning to Big Bang - OH MY FRIEND right after Haru Haru (Day by Day).. the contrast between the two songs are just so big! like OH MY FRIEND is so ROCK and LOUD.. (waddya expect? its featuring No Brain...) & like Haru Haru is so emo and sad and yea.. Lol.

Oh, then during reccess, i was quite upset... cuz like Claud was like crying in her class & blamed us 4 writing 'Claudia, go to the void deck during reccess -dancer' on her class whiteboard.. i mean, even if I / yiliang wrote it, what's the big deal? wateva..

Stayed back with Yi Liang 2day.. like time really passes by seriously fast.. we went to library for 5 mins exactly (I literally counted 300s.. Lol.) Then we went to video world. came back, did sci and maths (we were exchanging papers everytime we didnt know.. haha) b4 we knew it, i checked my phone and it was alr 4.. haha.. so funny.. well, not really.. nvm.. all in all, i had a great time ^^

btw, during Eng (last period) JY was behind our classrm.. Lol.. then on my way to the lib, saw Beverly. went to video world, saw JY again, went to bubble tea shop, saw Gloria.. i mean, what's up with that? Lol..

Cant wait 4 Sec 4 Farewell this Wed!! weee~ exciting much!!.. honestly, i'm anticipating what we would do after what Vic told us what happened last year... gosh..

Go & study now.. Annyeong!~ ^^

Current Craze!!

2008-09-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

Anneyonghasaeyo!!

BIGBANG!! Crazy about them now.. lol..
their 3rd mini album, Stand Up, ROCKS!! haha
Haru Haru (Day by Day) is so sad and touching.. BEST MV EVER!!!

but.. currently, the song that I'm crazy about now is 'OH MY FIREND'!!
ROCKS!!~ love GD's eyeliner..

gosh. my mum keeps pestering me... kk fine i'll go to sleep now..
(you do know that i'm only doing this cuz my exams is round the corner, daddy is coming home from Jakarta and you promised to do my hair this Fri)

i'll b a gd girl & sleep now... :(
annyeong...